I have considered my position with regards to being a core participant at the IICSA and have concluded that I no longer wish this to be the case. The evidence that I have seen thus far has shocked and disappointed me to the extent of becoming distressed, upset and angry. The procedural mechanics of the IICSA have failed in all aspects. It seems to me that no-one will benefit from being a CP unless you have something to hide from the public or unless you are a lawyer who's attached oneself to the inquiry. Frankly, it's a sickening sight and I regret ever getting involved.
Billhar Uppal (or Bill as we knew him before he became a self-professed expert) confirmed to me during his evidence that the IICSA is nothing but a cash cow for those who've gained the titles of professional victim jockey's. Time after time I have witnessed this grotesque spectacle of lawyers draining the victims of child abuse for every penny available. Millions of pounds have been and still are being wasted in the name of abuse victims. I refuse to be part of this.
Furthermore, the refusal of the IICSA to investigate the media's role in my case evidences a refusal to see the truth of how they treated me as a victim of child abuse. The very fact that a fabricated document the Observer Newspaper and North Wales police concocted in order to try and discredit me (by alleging I took part in a gang rape at the age of 11) was ignored, is enough to ensure myself that the truth was never going to be part of this inquiry. The recent (2016/17) criminal actions (perverting the course of justice) by the newspaper and the metropolitan police and others will now never see the light of day. Why? Because that's the way it is! It's us and them and they have the upper hand. The IICSA supports this behaviour by proxy.
The final straw was the refusal by the IICSA to pay expenses for victims to attend the hearings when their evidence was being presented. The insistence by the IICSA for victims to watch their evidence being presented via YouTube is a cold and callous manoeuver. It's equivalent to the state abusing us again, only this time as adults. I will not allow this to happen to me.
Additionally, the IICSA's decision to allow fake and/or false accusers like Esther Baker and Graham Wilmer to become CP's destroyed any credibility it thought it had. Ditto Billhar Uppal and other lawyers.
So from here on, I want nothing to do with the farce that is the IICSA.
Billhar Uppal (or Bill as we knew him before he became a self-professed expert) confirmed to me during his evidence that the IICSA is nothing but a cash cow for those who've gained the titles of professional victim jockey's. Time after time I have witnessed this grotesque spectacle of lawyers draining the victims of child abuse for every penny available. Millions of pounds have been and still are being wasted in the name of abuse victims. I refuse to be part of this.
Furthermore, the refusal of the IICSA to investigate the media's role in my case evidences a refusal to see the truth of how they treated me as a victim of child abuse. The very fact that a fabricated document the Observer Newspaper and North Wales police concocted in order to try and discredit me (by alleging I took part in a gang rape at the age of 11) was ignored, is enough to ensure myself that the truth was never going to be part of this inquiry. The recent (2016/17) criminal actions (perverting the course of justice) by the newspaper and the metropolitan police and others will now never see the light of day. Why? Because that's the way it is! It's us and them and they have the upper hand. The IICSA supports this behaviour by proxy.
The final straw was the refusal by the IICSA to pay expenses for victims to attend the hearings when their evidence was being presented. The insistence by the IICSA for victims to watch their evidence being presented via YouTube is a cold and callous manoeuver. It's equivalent to the state abusing us again, only this time as adults. I will not allow this to happen to me.
Additionally, the IICSA's decision to allow fake and/or false accusers like Esther Baker and Graham Wilmer to become CP's destroyed any credibility it thought it had. Ditto Billhar Uppal and other lawyers.
So from here on, I want nothing to do with the farce that is the IICSA.